A big part of the reason for coming to Christus Gemeinde Wien was my desire to submit myself to gospel-centered and like-minded elders who could help me to discern my aspiration for pastoral ministry. That meant that I had to lay all my cards on the table, and be willing to hear a "no" or a "not yet". For anyone who has gone through this crucible, they can tell you that it is a fearful mixture of fear of man and fear of God -- a desire to thought well of in the eyes of my elders and a correcting conviction that I must be disciplined by the Lord.
Therefore, at the risk of sharing something slightly prematurely, I wanted to let you all know where the elders currently perceive my role to be developing. At the moment, I am a pastoral intern at Christus Gemeinde Wien. As I wrote above, this a supervised role of some measure of service in the church as well as finishing seminary and support raising. Come 2022, when I return from the US, the prayer is that the church will vote to take me on as a Pastoral Assistant and Trainee for Eldership. 2022 will then have me serve in some autonomous capacities with the church observing my teaching and way of life. Assuming all goes well, the church will call me as its third Elder in early 2023. This measured process is designed to protect the flock of God, first and foremost, but also to carefully lay ministerial burdens upon my back so that I can adjust to the responsibility. I am very satisfied with how Kai and Bobby continue to labor for both my soul and my longevity in future pastoral ministry - either in Christus Gemeinde or in future church plants. :)